Dear Dear Dear Xangaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Miami wasss sooo perfect! Soooo soo soo perfect. I went there expecting to have the best time.. and I DID! Things couldn't have been better.... It was great. I want to go back there so bad and I just hope everythings goes right so I can make it to WMC 2008 lolol.. I'm in such a rush already and WMC was just a week ago!

Tried a couple of things that freaked me out. And felt things I had heard about and thought I knew what it was like until it happened to me. and I got to the conclusion that it is no way near what you think until it happens to you. And it happened once, almost twice.. same day??? lol it's okay.. that's what I was there for... Might have gotten a little bit out of hand but it turned out just fine!

Voodo on Wednesday - JP @ Space on Thursday - Boris Pool Party @ Shelbourne on Friday - Victor Calderone @ Twillo on Friday night - Boris @ Nocturnal on Saturday --- and  just  pure "loathing" every second in between the night outs until wednesday night  when I took the plane back to Jerzeeee. 

My birthday was not at XL but thanks to my friends i had THE birthday! Got way tooo drunkk on friday night at the CLUB.. and then on saturday after spending all day in bad with the biggest hangover.. there I was at the club again though this time couldnt even smell alcohol but I still had my fun. Though i was a bit too stressed and didn't relax until we left the club and went to a friends house... where we tripped out heads off until 9 am when I finally when home to get some sleep. It wasnt until 3pm and we were back at his house hauhauh same condition!

Okay.. so I come to work Monday [yesterday].. and had the greattt news of a RAISEEE....I couldn't be happier. After having a couple of friends had some bad luck at work after our trip...my situation was completely the opposite!

Now okay.... Back to school. SPRING BREAK next week!! yayyyyy

I'm good.

Completely the opposite of my last entry "LIFE IS A PARTY..AND PARTY IS LIFE"

It's March already and I can't believe how time is going by SO fast! Feels like new years was just Yesterday! Everytime I come here there's so much I have to write... since I always read my last post and start remembering what happen after up until right now!

For somebody that was planning on 'calming down'... I gotta admit I'm not doing too good of a job, nor do I intend to whatsoever! lol 2007 started out great and I can only see things getting better... My NYE was extremely strange at PACHA with JP playing!... was I that out of myself that I did not understand what was going on??? lol It was crazy! Though Boris had really made up for it on Dec 29th... and then at the RECOVERY party on JAN 13th which I gotta admit we all needed some sort of recovery afterwards!

But there were plenty of other times when I did not understand what was going on and got to a point when I really thought I'd never go back to normal!!! hauhauh is there a feeling better than that????

First time I been to Danbury was too much fun! Too much of everything.... way too much... hauhauh Loved it! Then Valentines Day Party - again Boris at Pacha! huahauh things got little bit out of hand! but couldnt have been better.... and oh boy, never did I dance so fucking Much..... fucking G! hauhauh u'd say 'G's for GANGSTERS' hauhauha I don't think so!

Right after was finally my FIRST TIME at crobar on the 17th of feb.. or as of that day... STUDIO MEZMOR... with.. VICTOR CALDERONE playing.. which I really had been dying to go to! and Oh boy... it couldn't have been better.... he definetely is THE dj! Every song he'd play would give me butterflies...... it really was WAY more than I was expecting.. and my after-party was DANBURY... lol leaving the club at 12pm..... and still getting trashed until 8pm with -special- friends k!

And this past weekend I found myself in DANBURY again! but this time it was just chilling... and I had my fun! Even to the mall I went! and put on some make-up with VICTORIAS SECRETS samples.. hahah... Sat night of course heading to the CITY... for what?? BORIS- 3WAY PARTY.... hauhauha you'd probably think I get bored. But believe me I don't! It was insane.. or better yet, hallucinating!! hahah it only get's worse.. Seeing puppies... or mirrors that werent really there... or the music calling my name??? hahah or my friends catching themselves in a SUPER MARIO BRO's game! It reallly reallly was the extreme!

Too bad sometimes you find out people are not really what you think they are... or what they show themselves to be.. and how much these things we have so much fun doing can fuck someone up... I've been through this before though.... I should know better what I'm fucking around with and with who.

Anyways...  MIAMI awaits me for the ULTRA MUSIC FESTIVAL.. which I'll definitely be writing about as soon as I come back! and then MY BIRTHDAY AT XL LOUNGE ON THE 30TH! ... omg what's up with this month????? It's gonna be the best!

But Jeez.... I definitely havent done anything other than partying.. and I really really am going to slow down and concentrate more on work and getting my license as soon as april  begins.. cause seriously, life's not all about party even though it's all we want to do right now!

And you, I can definitely say your the best thing that's happened to me lately... it's definitely what I was looking for and yeah... I'm having fun! Just the way it is!!!!

BoomBoomTicBoomBoomBoom...Tshhhhhhh.. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhnnnnn!

Ae, Legalize.... ta ligado?????  =P

Oh God, Christmas was such a bore! I guess I was expecting to much... but it was okay for what it was anyway... I was just in one of those days.....gr.....

So what now? Works been easy.... catalog is out and I've been just keeping things straight and this don't take much effort... I am going to try to do as much hours now as possible.... I spent way too much money this month... new phone, shopping, going out too often (again), christmas gifts, little hours of work and all that sort of stuff..... and there's still new year's... and after this I MUST calm down with the money-spending and save up a little bit and PAY my credit card bill... ai ai ai

Friday I'm finally going to PACHA again, last time I been there was HALLOWEEN and i misssss it there sooo much. and it's DJ BORIS spinning... that'll definitely be fun! Considering I missed his first time at pacha on Thanksgiving Eve... because I went to Boston... so I definitely won't be missing it again!!!

Oh I never got to write about Boston eh? It was THE weekend... if you were to ask me where I went, or what did I do.... I can't really tell you cause we went to a SHITTY ass BRAZILIAN club.... and drove around for most part.... but it was just FUN..... frying! and just not caring where was I going and when to go home was enough lol... I don't think I slept 2 hours the whole weekend... or ate much more than 3 meals friday - sunday night... But met some really cool people and I'm dying to go back up there!!!

On the other hand... how well do I know my friends?? Not very much I'd say... especially after the unecessary events that took place when we were there... but eh....... I guess we're the ones who create every little thing that happens to us. And there's always choices...... what am I to say now? Too Bad!

:] 

Happy New Year!  I hope 2007 will be just as banging as 2006!

Time to finally write again.. and up.date   

So I've been busy *points*... a lot of work... school... and stuff that keep me busy rather than computers.... even though I'm sitting in this desk or the one at home 80% of my time... Just really haven't felt like writing... Today I did though...

But yeah, I've been getting quite a few photoshoots for random people who seem to be interested in my work.. and this is something I'm always willing to do... so even the weekends when I have off from the store I seem to be getting myself working with that... which I'm very thankful for since it's not only some extra money but the whole experience thing........ Photographing people I never talked to before can be kind of hard, but I think I'm getting the hang of it.. :}

Anyways, and the parties... well I had told myself I was going to take it easy for a bit... and I did for one or two weekends... This past one was hardcore! hahaha and never will I have another night like that again... nor will the people that were with me... "a galera ta cada vez mais perto da lua", indeed!

This weekend I'm on my way to Boston!! With Gaby and a couple of other people whom we've been hanging out with lately... Fun people... It should be fun! I'm surprised my mom even let me though.. if she remembers I ended up there about a year ago... lolol unforgettable times... I guess she trusts me now???? Well, she should... I haven't given her a reason not to ever since, and don't want her to think otherwise either... so yeah.. it's all good.

I just can't wait to be out of here... even for a weekend only, it's good enough.... it's something else to do right???  

I dooo want to go to Florida for new Year's..... soooo bad!  But I guess I'll worry about that later!!!